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heey .
ahh it's 12 o'clock and i'm still sitting here on my comfortable blue sofa, waiting for my wife to come..
i think the 'business' with Beate nearly teared her.
I never meant to hurt her.. i was just drunk and didn't even notice what i did .
my bad conscience still gnaws on me cause i can absolutely understand her reaction. if i were in her situation i'd probably do the same..
waiting waiting waiting

i could write a song about it.
i could surely do that...
it would start like "beeaaaate why did u turn my world upside down.. noooooooooow my wife's gone away.. i don't know what to dooooo..
nothing left to say, she'll leave me anyway..."
( i like that part best)
or something like that haha

Heloo :D
Oh my god.. today my collusion dream girl meet me in the morning. She stood forward my door and cry for me.
I ran as fast as possible to the door,because I was in fear that my wife could see Beate and assume that I would have a affair with her.
I asked her, what I can do for her.
She smiled and said: "Oh, thank you for this unforgettable night yesterday!"
I was shocked and asked her what she means.
She looked at me surprise..and suddenly she said:" Have you forgot? Yesterday..you kissed me!!"
I was so shocked that I closed the door and shouted at my dog (I am sooo sorry my little honey).
It was a horrible but even nice incident.
Bye

Hello :)

Oh no I have had a headache because yesterday was carnival and I got drank.

I don´t know anything about the last night. Maybe I kissed a girl or two? Oh no my wife will kill me.

I also have a blue eye. I relly believe that i had a brawl.

.....I am such an idiot!!!!

I have to go to bed again because I am extremely tired.

By :D

Monday

Hello!

I 'm finshed with my eating. Today I got a fantastic lion share meal. It tasted so good that I coul not get enough.

Now I'm sitting with my dog on the window and looked out. The weater is so beautiful, because the sun shines and the snow lies everywhere. The sun shines to the snow and this is very beautiful!

OHHHHH!

Now my dog sleeps and I also will go to

bed and sleep a little bit. In the afternoon my uncle comes and he will sleep today by me, because we will look in the night througth the teleskop.

Bye till tomorrow!!!:-)

Sunday

Hello =)
I know that I am little bit to late but yesterday I had´t got any time to write because I had a fascinating night.
I was so busy that I have forgotten the time and I felt asleep. But now I will tell you, my diary, what I have seen in the stars.
With the perfect teleskop (I am so thankful to my uncle (: ) I had seen the stars so clear and bright. It was really fantastic. I also have made new studies about the universe.
But about this I will tell you later.
Now I have to go with my little poodle.
So see you later, aligator :D

thursday

yhoyho,

today I went fishing with my dad haha.
It was pretty much fun, particularly the part where he threw the fishing net into the water- just out of anger, cause he wasn't able to catch any of these yummy yummy beefy beefy catfish..You have to know we went out fishing at about 7 in the morning and didn't even trap alga until 3 o'clock.. so he was a bit..let's say unmastered.

Right back home I observed the gorgeous sky through my telescope, full of stars though the night was covered by big, bluff clouds.
All in all I had a beautiful day and my depressions seem to go away(more or less, probably more less than more) slowly even though my heart is still broken cause of Beate..#

ahh people say grains are characters of a real fighter but I don't feel that strong yet.

Tuesday and Wednesday

Hello :D
It is wednesday afternoon and I am in my bed. I have so horrible headache, because yesterday my lovely uncle Watzenrode has visit me to perfect my telescope. After this we played a lot of games, spoke about women, told us reciprocal joks and then we danced. Then my uncle said that I should get a good wine for us. And ten minutes later he told me again to get a wine and so we drank and drank and drank.
And now my head hurts soooooo much.
Bye.