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heey .
ahh it's 12 o'clock and i'm still sitting here on my comfortable blue sofa, waiting for my wife to come..
i think the 'business' with Beate nearly teared her.
I never meant to hurt her.. i was just drunk and didn't even notice what i did .
my bad conscience still gnaws on me cause i can absolutely understand her reaction. if i were in her situation i'd probably do the same..
waiting waiting waiting

i could write a song about it.
i could surely do that...
it would start like "beeaaaate why did u turn my world upside down.. noooooooooow my wife's gone away.. i don't know what to dooooo..
nothing left to say, she'll leave me anyway..."
( i like that part best)
or something like that haha