hello, hello joe.

the new telescope is rather awesome.. aww and I remember, only few days before I fought with tooth and nail for NOT pouring money down the drain . Privily I was aware that a new telescope may be a good investment but i never even dared thinking it could be that great!

I don't know if I need to write down my feelings any more. I think I learned a pretty important thing in the last months: to truely talk about my feelings & exactly say what I mean. It's a feeling full of freedom, in a boundless extent that it's literally incredible..

Recently some people asked me about my religion. As I told them I'm denominationless they asked me what I then belief in. At that time I hadn't got an accurate anwer but now I have one: Faith is a belief for something in which we have no evidence. Currently I don't have an effective evidence for society, but I belief in what I see, in my research & I belief in who I am, though I haven't got any available explanation so far .

In dearly love,

yours Mikolaj .

Hello my lovely diary..

No I´m not able to order my dog to destroy the new teleskope...
Now it is standing in the living room and it is sooooooo wunderfull..but my wife said to me that she throw my beloved, old, beautiful and not replaceable teleskope away O:
I was shocked about what she had said and I screamed, what she believes who she is..(the remainder I don´t want to tell you!)
And now she is nibbeld at me ;(
okey i must go because I must excuse me by my wife :(
BYE BYE...

HEY ...
Today my wife will buy me a new teleskope..
I DON´T NO WHAT TO DO!!!
I don´t will a new teleskpe but I don´t now how I can explain this my wife..because I think she will be angry or sad. Now she is in the city...
OH YES..
I have an idea!!! When the teleskope is standing on the balcon I order my dog to destroy it!
okey by my wife is coming jet..

I´m soo happy

Hello ;D
My wife is back and with her the apple pie too !!!! :)
I´m so excited about myself. I´m the best liar of the world.
She said that she´ll buy me a new and better teleskop but I don´t want a new one because I´m extremely happy with my old one.
Okay I´ve to go because my wife want a kiss.
By..

Good morning to everybody outside!

Everthing is fine again!
I told you yesterday that my wife wants to leave me because I did something wrong (I don't know yet what it was)!
She had even already packed her things and was standing in front of the door but I apologized soooo many times and told her that I only love her and such stuff that she finally gave up and brought her things back into our flat. =))
I'm soooooooo happy!
Have a nice day!
Your Miki xD

Afternoon

Oh no !!! My wife is so angry and wants the divorce. Shit shit shit!!
I don´t know what to do because I ´m not able to life without my lovely apple pie.!!!
Ok I´ll go because I´ve to swear that I love her more than the cake.
By

18. März

Hello!!!

I take one hour to wash my little poodle!!!! Now I'm sitting in front of my window and looked out. Today we I have a really wonderful weather: the sun shines and it is very warm. My wife says that she will go with me and my poodle to the city and then in the evening we will visit my uncle!!!! Tomorrow I have an very important meeting with my University teacher..... I'm very happy that I can see him many years later and tell him my favourite way and the important thing is that I can tell him the trip to Austria and about my telescope!!!! So I must go withmy wife to the city.

Bye, see you later!!!!!!!!!